Thank you

you really were there for me.

you did walk with me through my hell.

through the faithless comments, the emotional rollercoasters, the bitchy attitudes, the lack of will to live, you persisted.

you sent incessant emails, bible verses, and sermons.

you took time out to have endless conversations about life and never asked for anything in return.

when i shunned you, you came over and cared. when i misunderstood you, you tried to understand me more. when i doubted you, you trusted me more.

i forgot and im so sorry. i forgot how much you poured out for me. how empty you must have felt each day you loved and loved and all i gave back were sloppy answers and delirious phone messages.

i forgot that you walked alongside me when i was unbearable.

thank you.

I remember now.

You are such a good friend and this time I won't ever forget.